Friday, July 25, 2008
Many Thanks to everyone who sent me wishes via any kinds of communication tools =) I've received it and I'm thankful that I have you guys.
Many Thanks to my class who gave me a real big surprise for this special day of mine!
Many Thanks to my family who have always given me enough comfort to make me happy everyday!
It's a amazing thing how words can make such a big impact. I've read her blog and it reminded me of me going through that kind of excruciating pain 7 years ago. The pain might be a little different because we grieved for different people, as they played different roles in our lives. I think nowadays my emotions are quite unstable (maybe due to stress..), but i guess hardly anyone can see through it. Maybe like what she said, she is a great pretender. I guess I'm too. Even if the wound had already healed, the mention of it still hurts. It's like trying to tear apart the healed wound, causing it to bleed even more and it would take a even longer time to heal.
Let me wish her a speedy recovery, as what I hope for myself. I don't think time will heal everything, but there would be people, things and events causing you to be distracted from the memories he brought to you, the happiness he used to bring to you, the pain he gave you when he left you. This period of time, tears will drop. Smile will fade off. But it will pass soon. He would wish you all the best, so please do persevere on! You know after the rain, rainbow will be out. It would be a beautiful world again.
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7/25/2008 07:24:00 PM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
wooohoo! its weekend~! ha! ytd de ytd met up with boonie to receive her birthday present and my birthday present for our ex manager! hahaha! That's my 1st birthday present of the year! ha! so guilty la, because like.. every year nv give him =/
Then Ytd met up with honey and sweetie to receive my 2nd present of the day! hahaha its nice! although i reached early and spotted them finishing up the present! HAHA oops they should know i normally wont be so late mahhhhh! OOPSSSS hehehehee
And these are my 2nd present of the year! hahaha! a photo frame and a album of photos (i dont know what to call it also) hehe or rather a memory of us being together! thats <3!>
This was nice man! hahaha afterall its made by the 2 dearest! hehehe i think they see i man man de look and kept smiling la! hahah ps i dont laugh very loudly de! LOL afterall, they decided to not to put my too unglamourest photos! HAHAHAHA
I think they were waiting for me to see my surprised face lahhh =/ hehee i was surprised ok! i didnt expect them to save this random pic lahhh. hahaha so act cute can! =X okay, i dont need to act to be cute! :D hehehehehee! they two must be puking now le lahhhh HAHAHA
Presenting my two dearest here! HAHAHA honey is so act cute lah! HAHA she gonna be soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
bhb to say i dont need to act to be cute! hahahaha oh yeah, 18th chef's student meal is quite nice! hehehee randomness.. and there i am, presenting the cert when i went to order the food and went back to sit down.. look below! hahahaha!
HAHA! I love this one man! oops haven laminate! its so nice! hahaha how wonderful to know honey for 8 years and still counting and sweetie for 5 years and still counting! hahahaha! BEST FRIEND FOREVER~ :D
Ending off with a picture of 3 of us! HAHA they are the precious of my life! =D loves!
ANYWAY HONEYY! nice swinging with you!
SWEETIE, not only one paragraph for you! but almost full post for you two lahhh! :D
RUNNINGGGG awaiting me with the accompany of honeyy~! :D
p.s Saw kai at library! PLEASE TAKE CARE :D
p.p.s though sweetie and i have the feeling of seeing someone familiar(HINT!) haha but we didnt see anyone lah!
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7/19/2008 11:14:00 AM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
today's one of my dearest's birthday!! BOONIEEEE! :D im nice enough to post hoh!! :D so boonie, dont complain! i think it's a long time since i saw you la. miss those time we just randomly sitting at some void deck, the park near our house and other random places!
I know both of us are busy, you with your world skills and me with my a levels, let's meet up some day ok? hehe dont miss me too much too :D hehehe hope you have fulfilled your wish, whereby you wished for a simple birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. BOONIEE! :D
never forget there's always a me to rely on whenever you face any troubles :D and of course, to share the joy you have! hope you achieve your dream! GET 1st in world skills arh!!! then can buy me present from Australia! =X hahahahaaa!
没有孤独，就不会有成功。我觉得满对的啦！不是emo,只是觉得很对，这是黄锦标师傅说的。:D 读了他的报告，蛮开心的。觉得他说得很对，也认为他很厉害啦，只有小学学历而已，但依然有他的长处。
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7/16/2008 09:59:00 PM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
It was a pleasant surprise to see honey leaving words of encouragement on her blog for me! =) Although her post was on 6 july, if i nv remember wrongly, my memory is failing me lol! it took me long to see it! =/ It just shows that I seldom go and see blog le, online of cos got lah =/ haha
Thanks honey for all the encouragement that you have given me all along, I could still vividly remember there were a lot of time when i'm feeling troubled/sad/discouraged/angry, you were always by my side, be it online, sms or whatever, virtual or real, you were there, listening to me grumbling. I was really touched when I saw the message you left for me!! It brightened up my day and I am more motivated to study! thanks so much! <3 style="color:#ff99ff;">afterall, it's all about us gather and chat! heard from sweetie, next friday right? =) take good care of yourself till next friday ok? =D don't fall sick hoh! smiles!!!
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7/13/2008 10:56:00 AM
Monday, July 07, 2008
Actually today's mood was gorgeous, because I went to Sentosa today with my classmates. HJ's birthday! In the morning, we met early in the morning to do up her birthday board, which was done by the 3 of us (qiu, qi and me!) Although it was not very nicely done, all of us werent good at arts, especially me! HJ didn't know that I was joining them for breakfast, so i waited at killiney kopitiam while qiu and qi went to put balloon(a very big hello kitty balloon which wrote Birthday Princess). I thought HJ saw me man! but i just tried my luck to hide behind some bushes and took out the card and said HAPPY BIRTHDAY! she got a shock man! hahahha success!
Then went to bugis to pump some helium gas into her ballon, cos it deflated. =/ Finally reached Sentosa, planned another surprise for her, in which other classmates will turn up with cake and the rest of presents 1 or 2 hours after we reached. Another surprise for her, a bit messed up la, because qiu and i went to toilet while the other classmates are coming AND AND AND IT ACTUALLY RAINED! =/ haha nevertheless, after the rain, it was another hell lot of fun! played frisbee, i think it was the best game lah. =D
Just now happened one irritating stuff. Never mind about that! Tomorrow will be a better day!
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7/07/2008 11:15:00 PM