Thursday, April 24, 2008
JC life is getting stresser and stresser as the day goes by.
One random day, my friend ended his chat with me saying that there are still 196 days to A levels, I was so stunned seeing this number. I know eventually the day will come and I wonder what kind of me will be there at the examination hall? Confident? Stress? Excited? Frustrated?
Whatever it is, I know I need to get prepared now.
I know my blog is getting mundane everyday, but just cannot help it to think about studies.
Yesterday when I finally settled down to start studying, it was 10pm. Then I look up to my 'board' at my study table, there pasted a paper, initially I did not think so much about it, then I look again, realising that it was not my handwriting. Then I looked clearly and realised that it was a target setting by my sister for me. haha
How surprising to see that, but it certainly warms my heart that my sister cares about me.
I must say I'm a very home person, even though my birthday says that I should care about my family more. hehe
You can at least see me staying home for at least one day for the weekend, you might say it's because I'm lazy to go out or what, but i guess it's the attachedness to home that I'm reluctant to go out.
But I must confess that I haven't been accompanying my uncle as often as last time. At most is that every night will wait for him to eat dinner, then I'll be shutting myself in the room.
Yesterday was not constructive studying though, because foursome(w/o xing) was conferencing. hahaha How fun to get to know them and click in such a short time! =)
They are a bunch of nice friends, hope won't break the bond between us even though we are of different schools and having different routine to follow. =)
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4/24/2008 06:00:00 PM
Monday, April 07, 2008
I feel that studies and cca are hard to balance this time round. Why did my balancing skills go into hibernation this year? Maybe this year, my health isn't that good. Will feel dizzy sometimes. Just like what happened today when i tried to nap for a while and in the end, slept till 5pm and try to rush to change my uniform since I was already late. In the end, I lost to tiredness. escaped from reality. Bless me with good health so that I can walk smoothly this year. It has to be my year. I know my posts are getting emo-er as time goes by. Just let me vent all my negative thoughts here and I'll be all right. I'll be back to my jovial self once I wake up from my sleep tomorrow morning.
sky of love.
Vented by lazygirlx
4/07/2008 09:42:00 PM
Friday, April 04, 2008
Sometimes everything just pushes me to the limit. I just hope there's a way out. I know no one is able to see through my thoughts. no one.
Vented by lazygirlx
4/04/2008 11:19:00 PM