Sunday, January 27, 2008
today was the last day i saw ken. I met tootie to go to the wake, she said she don't want to see him cremate, i was telling her don't cry when we go and see him the last time. When we reached there, she asked me whether i want to go and see him, i asked her back. Neither of us want to see him, we don't want to see him changing to worst. We wanted to remember him at the best time of his life. however, later we went to see him for the last time with xy, nicole, mingxiu and winnie. Then we decided to go, tootie suggested to tell his dad we want to go le. What his father said finally let my tears out. He told us to study hard when we are still healthy or something along that line and not to be sad when his own eyes are red. sigh. Even I cried, how could I tell others not to be sad?
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1/27/2008 09:42:00 PM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Please don't read this post if you know exactly what will i type later, because I need a place to express and pen down my thoughts and I know this post would upset some of you, because when I read all other friends' post, all the emotion came rushing to me.
When the news reached me, I suppressed my emotion, though I'm not close with ken. It's just heartbreaking to hear his demise.
Ken, I hope you would see this, because I truely admired your courage to continue fighting to the last minute. Although we are acquaintances, I remembered how you smiled to me when I waved hello to Boon Kiat. You waved back sometimes also.
This was supposed to be posted on that particular day, however I just couldn't type finish.
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1/24/2008 09:50:00 PM
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Somehow there are a lot of things i need to do, a lot of events are coming up, yet I'm here stoning, seriously I need some time concept. tell me I can, tell me I will, tell me I must. =]
chingay, cny preparation & igap. no wonder I'm a Little Miss Busy!
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1/20/2008 12:13:00 AM
Friday, January 18, 2008
I'm feeling guilty toward ahnielle! =( SORRY SORRY! It wasnt your fault ok~ =) so stop saying sorry~ should be me lah!
Last few days having that virus everyone is being influenced - identity crisis.
Apparently it has gotten to me a little later. It was like.. I'm in another class, then I don't feel belonging to the clique I used to be/maybe I'm still in, but kinda sigh. Don't know how to describe this kind of feeling. It's just a little sad, being left alone. Maybe I'm the one who is not doing something about it.
Then that news got to me like hell, ok I'm feeling all right, i guess not many know about it, only like.. 8 people knew about it. Didn't count my family members lah. Wait till March then, slowly many people will know, those of close proximities will know.
Read many posts and everyone seems like saying the week passes very fast, I agreed man. So many undone things to do.
I hope chingay practice won't be on 26 jan, wanna go for WAT!!!
Hopefully tml will meet boonie bah, go shop shop! =DDDD
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1/18/2008 11:02:00 PM
Friday, January 11, 2008
I want to thank those friends out there who are concerned about me regarding how am i adapting to my new class. I'm fine though i was lonely yesterday cos my closer friend is absent arh. Other than that, I am okay, at least I didn't feel sad or wanting to cry. I have this girl friend in my class whom I don't know why have that special bond between us that we became good friends, though haven yet that kind of sharing secrets or what(I don't even have any secret, that is) She's a excellent friend, i can say. I'm touched by her, even though she was not the one who asked me to sit with them(we have a clique), she goes very far to help me to adapt to the new class bah. =] Kept me accompanying the whole day, though she kept saying she was the one who gained from this. Hereby, saying thanks to her arh! thanks girl! =D
I realised that I've got short term memory man, after studied out with sweetie, honey and qian! =] hehehe they all arh! out there to tease me one lah! that jay chou thing is killing me lah! =/ haiyoh! honey, it's been so long since i see you arh! =D don't remember when's the last time i saw you too! hehehe! your cold jokes are making me soooo cold lah! =/ sweetie, your (1+x^2)/(x^2 + 1) = 1 is making me laugh lah! heehehhehe! she asked me how come that equation leads to 1, she don't understand! DUHHH hehehe and qian, i like lychee but doesnt mean im lychee arh! =/ LOLOLOLL!
honey: thanks so much for dedicating a part of your post to me! im touched! =] hopefully sunday can go out study again, if im not studying with yy they all, that is! heheh TERMINAL 3, I WANNA GOOOO! heheheheh! =D
to the 3 crazy person i met today: KBOX in march!!! =D
My life now is <3,>I LOVE CO & the peers around me!
Suddenly remember that i might not be able to go for WAT again =.= i joined chingay! SIGHH
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1/11/2008 09:32:00 PM
Saturday, January 05, 2008
Was feeling a little restless this morning when my sis called me to wake up and go out to eat breakfast, rejected in the end, cos was still feeling sleepy, in e end, it became like sleep too much. =/ so now feeling tired, typed co j1 recruits list le. hehe called most of them to inform them about this coming monday's practices. left around 5 more to go. and they just refused to pick my call. =.=
Sis called me and disturbed my sleep -.- haha ok lah, not disturb lah, cos she wants to know what i wanna eat, tell her anything and she wanted to force me to say something -.- really cant think of anything, so in e end still told her anything LOL she bought porridge back in the end. hehe.
Wanted to drag boon go out together with J to drink coffee and chat, however she wants to study, aiyo, just makes me sounded so lazy cos i have yet to touch my books for today. in e end, decided not to meet J, cos a bit redundant cos we only can meet out for 2 hrs. hope that next time can go out together and chat bahs =) hehe tml will be going out with leemeijia to study, 1st time ok! hehe although dont know whether ying wanna go anot, cos she is those type who shuts up her door and study quietly one. hehe
Life has been pretty much changed, from holiday mood to a lil study mood though. hahaha. feeling a little out of place in the new class, but alina is so nice to make me feel welcome. there are also some others who makes me feel welcome as well. But like what erzi said, go jc is not go there and socialise, so im trying to tone down a little, though lesser friends, easier to concentrate in class. hehehe but sometimes, sit in the class, feel that actually the one beside me wants to talk to me, but im like that dead serious face in the class trying to listen. feel a little bad lah.
Feeling a little sad though, cos of .... i don't wanna say anyway. Hope that this year will be a fruitful one, in terms of studies! =] won't be updating so often as well! =] but at least once a week bahs! and those friends out there, don't forget to talk to me arh =] although studies is important, friends are important as well!
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1/05/2008 02:52:00 PM