Saturday, July 14, 2007
This week has just gone past like this. I meant the 5 studying days. Not that i like it to pass thru fast, it's just that I was rather amazed that time passes so fast. On Monday, I was like.. reluctant to go to school, because I know I'm going face a lot of homeworks and need to catch up with everything i misssed during the 2days' MC. I wanted the week to pass thru asap, I know my toughest days are thursday and friday, now that I managed to live this two days, I realised that i haven't start my revision. DUH~ but I did my homework diligently, that's one thing that i have managed to convince myself that i did something quite good =) trying to get back that drive in studying =D
Today I was rather on a happier mood, perhaps because that I realised that I managed to keep myself awake during the 2 physics periods today, though i did fall asleep halfway lah. That Ying actually asked Sammie to push me, because she don't want me to fall asleep during lecture and she said when Sammie wanted to push, then i was awake again. phew, count myself lucky, if not i fall down from the chair, imagine that scene, aiyoh, how unglam would I be?!
Today CO was okay, but I don't know why I feel no sense of achievement today. Ever since I became vp, I realised that I'll either unintentionally hurt someone's feeling or make someone feel unhappy. Even though I'm supposed to be the black face lah, it's still uncomfortable to see someone feeling unhappy/sad when you said someone or what. Sometimes I'll convince myself that they deserved it lah, but sometimes when i accidentally said someone when the person is supposedly not to be in the wrong, I'll feel terrible but like.. If i apologise to them face to face, I'll feel weird and the person will feel weird too. Furthermore when the person is whom you know quite well, the moment he/she did something wrong and you have to resort in pointing out what's wrong, the chances of affecting the friendship are rather high. I felt that what my friend said today was quite true, in this kind of thing, everyone must have high EQ, if not how can we survive?
After CO, i went to meet my J a.k.a zaid~ =) (side track a bit: I'm sorry, honey and yang, got to ps you girls last minute, because i got the wrong time =x ) I admit this few days I'm kinda blur, I actually thought it's tml I'll meet J and then the moment i knew i was wrong, J was already at Tamp Mart playing LAN. DUH~ BLUR BLUR~ but anyway, went to eat b&j and THANKS J FOR TREATING ME~ chatted with him and made fun of him (actually most of the time is he made fun of me 0.0) After eating b&j, we wanted to go to TM for Hokkaido food fair over there, however when we reached there, we saw ahqi, who asked us to help her to send a crew home. Since I know the girl, J and I agreed to fetch her. and that J arh, wasnt able to walk ard for the Hokkaido fair because by the time we returned to TM, it was closed alr =X TOO BAD HUH?! =/ OH yeah, I laughed at J on the way back to TM, just because he carried the girl's bag erms. what description should i give? erms.. aiyahs it's just SO FUNNY la~ returned to TM and chatted with ahqi outside mac and found out a lot of updates from her. =) quite enjoyable hearing all these things. Although I'm resigning, I still feel that i belong to there bah =) It has been 3 years since i worked there, though i didnt work very often. There are quite a lot of memories over there. Seeing them so tired, I also feel as though I was with them doing the same thing, enduring the same physical tired-ness. I'll drop by to say hi, as long as i can bah =) miss them a lot~ anyway after that we waited for ahqi to leave with us =) crapped along the way with J while ahqi kept calling her friend. lols. By the time, I reached home, it's like 12 am. This is the 1st time I went home so late with my jc uniform duh~
Anyway, J arhs, if I'm becoming your scandal, let's play along as you and dajiejie did. hehes! =DD
Vented by lazygirlx
7/14/2007 01:22:00 AM