Sunday, March 25, 2007
I'm sorry i lost temper on you last time,
but i didn't mean it.
I realised my mistake,
but no longer have the chance to amend.
Though it makes me think lesser of the possibility,
it still hurts me when the thought of you being hurt by me appeared in my mind.
I'm sorry.
I hope miracle will happen.
and that miracle is .. i guess only a few of you would know. =))
Vented by lazygirlx
3/25/2007 04:27:00 PM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Due to someone's request, i shall blog =)
This holiday is rather enjoyable, without homeworks and projects.
Just to list some of the most memorable moments of this holiday.
1st is i went to airport to stay overnight with ylime, qian, xy, hs and jc.
That was a new experience, as it is the 1st time thon-ing with them and 1st time thon-ing at airport.
Though i didnt really sleep for the whole night, i was quite energetic. duh.
perhaps it's cos i slept for 12 hrs the day before?
The next morning we went for service learning, oh, it was really very nice!
can't find any words to describe how i felt when 1 elderly came and played harmonica for us and also, when an ahma actually stood in the rain just to wave good-bye to us.
touched. really touched my heart. hahas. it really confirmed my ambition of being an OT.
and also, to commit myself to voluntary work.
anyway after that, i went to ylime's house and ate noodles which jc spent 20 mins cooking.
It was quite nice, in fact, surprising to know jc really cooks well =)
next on, CLASS BBQ
i was actually bullied by kids =.= so much for being nice to them!
They were actually Mrs Chua's daughters and niece and nephew.
OOOhh. i love her youngest daughter. she's the one that bullied me the most.
yet, she sticks to me the most =)
she actually held my hand when kai and i walked all of them to the mrt. =)
LOVE HER MAN!!!!!!
anyway , love mingzhe too. he's quite cute anyway.
Mrs chua's 2nd oldest daughter, her youngest daughter, together with mingzhe, sat onto my legs together =.=
My legs are real pain right now. haven't recover man!
hopefully i get to see them again. They are a whole lot of fun.
I love my holiday, being with elderly with kids with peers. =)
just love them all~~~~
kai, happy with my post? hahahas!
Vented by lazygirlx
3/18/2007 07:38:00 PM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
To my dear honey M E I H U I =D
Actually to say we know each other for 6 years, is rather untrue to a certain extent.
At least i know there is this tanmeihui from 1A right? =x
We got chinese combined class at that time right?
So rightfully to say, we should have known each other for 10 years? xD
Throughout these years, we have had a major 'quarrel' during sec 1 right?
I felt that i was stupid at that time, but whatever it is, still thanks for befriending me again!
In the time when we were in percussion, super nice memories have been created and I'll remember the time with you all in our secret place in old prss! xD
Now, we're in completely different routes of life,
nevertheless we might still meet in the future,
as our dreams are of a similar type : health science right?
Remember whenever you're feeling moodless, count on me to cheer you up worh!
though I'm not really good at cheering people up. =x
All in all, Thanks for everything you have done for me and all the memories you created for me!
Love you lots and remember there's me whenever you need some1 =D
Vented by lazygirlx
3/14/2007 09:42:00 AM
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Sometimes all of us do not realised that some songs we love to listen in the past,
we stopped listen after some times.
I just realised that i haven't listen to many songs that i love,
I didn't keep in contact a lot of friends whom i have been closed to in the past,
have they forgotten about me?
I hope they don't,
because they left some precious memories in me that i would use them to encourage myself whenever i lose the courage i have in me to face the world.
to my bestfriend Y L I M E ~
this part is specially for you,
Even though we knew each other for close to 4 years,
it is this year that brings us even closer to both of our hearts.
Hope that even though we are in different streams,
we would continue to be right there for each other,
whenever we are feeling low. =D
Whenever you have some happy/sad things to share,
I hope i'll be there for you xD
For this 2 years,
we will be one of our pillars of strength x)
love you lots!
Vented by lazygirlx
3/11/2007 08:17:00 PM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Have you ever believe love at 1st sight?
Have you ever believe in true love?
I believe in love in 1st sight, but don't believe that it will last long.
I believe in true love, but through building on current feelings that it will blossom into deep love.
To me, i rank family 1st in my list. then, friends. Boyfriend is never the 1st 2 in my list.
So the morale of the story is if you want to be my boyfriend, it's not enough, must be my family.
Duh, I'm like so random. =.= but that's what i feel.
But I have to clarify, I'm single and love my life now. Nothing will change for now.
This few days keep feeling emo. but hopefully the mood will change to hols mood worh! since next week is a good break for me. got to go soon! =) bye
Vented by lazygirlx
3/10/2007 10:38:00 AM
Friday, March 09, 2007
I somehow lost the momentum to write entries.
But since i started writing, i shall write something random.
I love my life currently with no study stress yet,
but i know it wouldn't last long.
I hope that i could be able to study with my friends,
hopefully there are people willing to mug with me,
though I'm not so much of a mugger.
By the way, I'm busy over the holidays,
but do ask me out! i might be available! =D
Vented by lazygirlx
3/09/2007 10:58:00 PM
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
I feel lousy, why can't i just keep that promise to myself?
why make myself so tired and unhappy?
I'm not feeling well and yet i can't even rest.
I will just get everything done and that's it.
Vented by lazygirlx
3/07/2007 10:34:00 PM
Saturday, March 03, 2007
I think i sounded a little afraid on that day, but i was quite alright in the meeting. iGAP people are quite serious at project, yet the outing that they planned was rather fun! i guess i would slowly love the people at iGAP. I became the Asst. Finance Manager of the team, as i'm new and they wouldn't want to stress me up, hence I'm attached to the more seasoned one. They are taking care of me, they would stop their meeting, just to make sure i'm on the track. thanks so much for that! i hope that the trip to Kusu Island would be realised, though it's difficult to load wheelchair-bounded elderly on the ship. But just like Paul said, any difficulties that come will be solved by us! =)
yesterday, i had the CG outing with my CG peeps, we went to play basketball. This was the 1st time i joined them for outing, as i missed the 1st outing due to CO. Whatever it is, we had so much fun yesterday, though i left soon after the guys joined us. How i wished that we would remain as a class after JAE, but i know it's impossible, because most of you are leaving, leaving only that few, but i still wish all of you have a nice JC or poly time for this few years. All the BEST!! keep in contact yeahs!
After i left the CG outing, i went to meet emily, then we went to meet qian, who was way earlier than us. =x We waited for the other three. xy came , then jc came, then hs came. Yesterday was quite fun, cos we got to play dices! i has been anticipating for the day i get to play dice, simply because i don't have dice, lazy to buy and no one plays with me. thanks for jc who brought the dices along! hahas! shall not elaborate more about the outing already. shall let all these be in my memory and all the others' memories!
I thought you're only an infatuation
but i guess it's not.
do you have the same feelings that i do?
Vented by lazygirlx
3/03/2007 01:59:00 PM
Thursday, March 01, 2007
can any1 please lend me the courage to face later? im now afraid, though i know the peeps at IGAP would make me feel home.
Vented by lazygirlx
3/01/2007 05:50:00 PM